Life

     Ever notice how life seems to get in the way, like all the time? Well that's how I feel especially right now. On some days I feel so fulfilled in my day-to-day functions, and other days I just feel like a big grey blob floating around doing nothing with my life. As a non-traditional student, I find it hard to connect with my peers. I constantly mutter to myself, "what the freak are these kids even thinking?!?!" and then I remember, they're not. I wasn't thinking when I was eighteen, nineteen or twenty. I didn't know what I wanted in my life, or career, I was just focused on finding a bitchin house party to attend every weekend. You would think that now that I'm 23 things would be going smoothly seeing I know what I want to be when I, "grow up", but that is not the case. I often find myself sighing and dragging my feet just going through the motions, waiting for my life to begin. School has been fun, school has been great, I love learning, I love being on campus around the hustle and bustle, but I'm over it. I don't like having a sporadic schedule, I don't like stressing and cramming for tests, I don't like having to deal with less than ideal student-peers. I just want a nice 9-5 job with weekends off. IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK? Kind of, seeing as I forget that I did take an entire year off from school. Whoops. Don't get me wrong, I'm glad I took the path I did, and I'm happy that I made it back, but where's my fairy godmother to come and snap her fingers and give me a nice cubicle in an office park with a kitten poster? I know that no one wants to hear the moans and groans of a twenty-something, pretty well-off, white girl, but I just had to get it out there. One of the good things to come out of my college experience is that a professor of mine recently urged us to journal. Not for any particular reason., just to get things out, and I'm going to give it a try. So here we go, blogging attempt number 459,000, Lets see how long this bout lasts!

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                                                                    I got a new dog

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I have brown hair